Random thoughts....
1. working mom's guilt. left home at 6:00 am- ryo was asleep, came home at 6:00 pm and put ryo to bed at 7:30. Only 1.5 hours with him during wake time.
2. ryo ate solids for the first time 1 day short of his 6 month b-day. does not like rice cereal. moved on to sweet potatoes and avocado.
3. why does ryo like to scream in public?
4. wish i could just be a stay-at-home-mommy. working is too stressful and i miss ryo.
5. loving ryo and ryo more each day...he is a constant inspiration and stress reliever!
6. aaron is such a great daddy and husband! i am blessed to have him in my life!
You are a wonderful Mommy and what you feel is natural. I know all your hard work will pay off in the end. Just try to relax more and feel less guilty about what you do. Ryo has his Daddy AND you in his life. Roles may be reversed, but the love you all have together is still the same. That's what matters and counts the most. I have learned that to wish for the norm is futile. It only made me miserable...you know how I used to be. Accepting your life as it is and counting the blessings that you already have is so much better.
ReplyDeleteYou and Aaron are awesome parents. And Ryo likes to scream in public because he likes the attention! Don't give it a second thought. The screaming phase. He knows it works to get attentions so, he'll keep doing it until it doesn't work anymore. LOL! So cute! I miss him!